He held me close, so tight so near
Told me he loved me, I was dear
Gazing in one another’s eyes
Wondering beneath the cloudy skies
Caressing stroke upon my skin
Passionate fire pulses within
Embraced in a magical kiss
Each partaking of their deepest wish
The spell has broke it is gone
Reminding myself to try and move on
Yet when someone seemed sent from above
How can we forget our truest love
Lonely, unhappy, and blue
My world is so dark
Never sure what to do
Ready to fall apart
I want to feel right
To wakeup and to sing
To leave my starless night
To end the terrible dreams
However I have not the key
Am not sure where to go
What is wrong with me
Am I doomed to be alone
Send me a ray of hope
Someone to lead the way
Mend the heart that’s broke
I plead, I cry, I pray
Strong and furious it sometimes looms
Always calm beneath the gloom
Serene and peaceful she can be
Seashells sing her melody
In and out always breathing
Rising and falling always heaving
Such a magical mystery
That which we call the sea
Eyes filled brimming with tears
Heart broken shattered
Surrounded and held by fears
Spirit so frail is battered
Sometimes no one can change
Destiny will come to pass
People won’t always stay the same
Love won’t always last
Setting strong a goal in mind
Get through today you’ll do just fine
Give me back a center calm and still
Help me push to have the will
Should I fall and hit the ground
Back up I’ll stand courage found
When hope seems lost on knees I’ll bend
Trust in God give it all to him
I will survive will win the fight
No one shall cover up my light
Deep within the starless night
I creep away to take my flight
Dancing on the clouds above
Swirling mists caress with love
On my wings I sail true
Gliding past beauty I never knew
I have lost the dream has won
My night time journey has begun
My heart it churns tormented so
The cuts, the tears, how deep they go
Pain immense within me roars
Emotions refuse to be ignored
My soul it dims each passing day
Piece by piece is torn away
Somewhere within I yet wait
I hope for me it's not too late
Eyes that spark like flaming coal
A heart's fire you cannot stow
Between the two you find the soul
Three parts together make one whole
Memories sad but treasured so
Illusions we cannot let go
Pieces of a puzzle sigh
Long lost dreams are left to die
Bittersweet thoughts of times now gone
Belief and will we must move on
Special treasures we gave and earned
Difficult lessons we all must learn
Life's very breath within us lives
Time passing by as sand through a sieve
Making the most of what we've got
Miracles cannot be bought
Why must I pine
For that which was not meant to be
The beat of my heart
Resonates with loneliness
At night as I lay
In the salty wetness of my pillow
Soaked with tears shed from my eyes
Sleep does not come until I am empty
One must wonder why the heart should lead
In the complicated dance of life
But what is the use in trying to comprehend
A plan not meant to be understood
I am a weary traveler
Forsaken, and alone
Trudging up and down the way
Stumbling amidst the stones
I am a weary traveler
On and on I roam
Searching, seeking, waiting
For my path to lead me home
Anger within boils, evaporates
Rains down as sadness
Fighting is futile
Memories lost now return
Released from their box
Came back to haunt, to torment
Trapped in the tomb within
Lost, alone, afraid
I wait for my redemption
Trees…rustle...in the evening breeze
Crickets...playing...their bows
Trickling...creek...caresses the stones
So many sounds in the silence of night
Reeds...whistle...dancing in the wind
Birds...singing...sweetly in their dreams
Stallion...races...towards the moon
So many sounds in the silence of night
The little me inside of me
Wants to throw a fit
The me that’s really me
Wants to hear music for a bit
The little me inside of me
Is crying great big tears
The me that’s really me
Is overwhelmed by fears
The little me inside of me
Is yearning for love and care
The me that’s really me
Hides away inside my lair
The little me inside of me
Sees wonders through young eyes
The me that’s really me
Is really very shy
The little me inside of me
Just wants to have some fun
The me that’s really me
Wants to turn tail and run
The little me inside of me
Is scared and meek
The me that’s really me
Feels really very weak
The little me inside of me
Is lost and alone
The me that’s really me
Wants to lead her home